Gloomy day

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Nov 11, 2009 7:43pm
Bedroom

It is been a long time I haven't written something here.... I never posted what I wrote due to laziness.
I am feeling stressed out, burnt, whatever you call this... both at work and family. Well, at work, maybe I am just adjusting to my new tasks... family, I don't want to elaborate on it, but I have been keeping this burden inside me already. I am thankful my mom and sisters are very supportive and persistent. I know this will be thru at the right time. I wish soon though.... with regards to love? still loverless... lol.. Well, I guess it is okay because it is better to wait than to pick up the wrong guy hahaha... anyways, my heart's beating for someone already.. (clue: related to my work) I guess I just have to think positive and wait... hoping he will look at my way!
And btw, I am still struggling with my chinese conversation though. Have a chinese class one on one. I hope I will have my pronunciations right and be able to converse fluently..
Overall, this day, I felt gloomy... I hope tomorrow is a happy day!
I am still thankful despite the gloomy-ness today (lol), God is always there! He will never forsake me and I should just trust Him whatever circumstances I am in.. Sometimes, I have a tendency to do it my way because I thought It is the right way!